There are many ways explain experience. Mythology and Logos are two of the ways. Many approaches are used to think about the world and our experiences. Two of those ways are mythical thinking and logical thinking. If you can’t grasp the difference between these two approaches. You have to find love first, I can’t do that for you. In the same way you have to discover God. If you don’t think God exists that is OK, I am not going to try to change your mind. I am sorry if you are agitated with the word God and I can’t help you with that either.
It is OK if you stay with logic.
2 eggs plus 2 eggs = 4 eggs great your logic is beautiful
Put your spiritual logic in the world you get
2eggs plus 2 eggs = 1 omelet enjoy the omelet and stop counting eggs